So, I decided to jump start my blog again (this time in English).
There had been a lot of things happened in the past year, in summary:
1. Done so much more of outdoor climbing, getting into trad climbing
2. Gone through one girlfriend, who's Indonesian; and a boyfriend, who's American
3. Bought myself a Condo
4. Graduated from racing school
5. Tried Rugby and as a result, torn my ACL and had a surgery to reconstruct the ACL
Climbing in general had overtaken my life for the past years since my last post. I had been using climbing as a moving meditation. Climbing in general had helped me from managing stress, and calm myself down in my chaotic life.
Right now I am in the junction of life that I am trying to search what I wanted to do and what my life suppose to be.
I do have a good job that earn my living, but I can not imagine myself work at the same place for another year. It has been more than 5 years since I joined this job, and I think this is time for me to explore another field. Combine, in total I had been more than 10 years in this industry.
I need to find myself again... It was lost somewhere. I used to be content on what I had. Now, I am not sure.
The only thing that keep my focus for now is climbing. Either I use climbing to escape, or to cope, I do not know, but it does helps.
